You thought you are professional
You thought after these years handling different events and camps, plays role as facilitator and promoter, VP, VIP who expected to handling different group of people from variety age group, position and social status
You though you can separate emotional condition with your performance...
Recently, almost everything you do turns wrong, unexpected things keep happening..just happens...
Then still, you went to coffee shop, spend some quality time with some friends
You still, went jungle tracking, hill climbing and explore other outdoor activities
Then you dress up smile nicely in front of camera on your junior and peers convocation ceremony
Nobody notice... nobody knows what you went through and you used to it that way..
The one who always keeps everything under control, happy go lucky person
Until today.. when you feel you can't handle everything alone any more
When you message a lecturer who taught you during your degree, seek for his guidance and advice
He replied short and firm "Come to me!!! Come to me!!!"
When you there, telling him what you face in your MBA dissertation, he take down a piece of paper, drawing map, explaining, giving you example, Suddenly, everything seems so clear. Problem suddenly seems smaller and you have confidence handle everything ahead. But at the same time... out of nowhere, your tears starts rolling down to the paper and journal... He stood up... gave you tissue box.. and scold “发神经啊你？！”
Fragile... In front of him, you are a little girl. And it will always be! Whether when you are still his student.. or even after you are graduated...
