We live in a very dangerous time and the only thing that separate us from being barbarian is the LAW
31 December, 2011
27 December, 2011
Boxing Day
"Each time I see a friend success, a very small part of me is dying." Seen this some where. Well said I would say... to be honest.
It has been forever for me, dreaming to study abroad as university student in European country. I missed it.
After got my degree, there is a little wish inside me to at least spend 4 months work and travel around at western country, I missed my chance.
Now, I', struggling to survive in my MBA course... for another 1 year.
Scold me ungrateful... that many people don' even has chance to study abroad. Many don't even has opportunity to be educated. And me, stand here complaining about my life in overseas.
Yesterday, saw a classmate's photo on facebook, what a warm Christmas she had in UK with a British family.
Today, another friend landed safely at Perth, West Australia, saw his photo with a Australian family, Christmas dinner with a kind looking family who happened to be strangers.
My heart... from sour, to bitter... into sorrow... then misery. I burst into tears. I'm glad they enjoy their Christmas. It's just my "eager to win" attitude and my ego... Why I cant get something that is possible for people to have? For that I regret, At this moment, everything seems so unfair to me. I can't accept this! Kinda blame everything! Kinda fed up and Im in a mess now.
But this is not ME if I'll just regret everything and give up my life. I will make this as motivation. I will fight for what I want!!! WATCH ME... and YOU'LL SEE!!! I DAY I WILL. I DEFINITELY WILL GET ANYTHING I WANT!
It has been forever for me, dreaming to study abroad as university student in European country. I missed it.
After got my degree, there is a little wish inside me to at least spend 4 months work and travel around at western country, I missed my chance.
Now, I', struggling to survive in my MBA course... for another 1 year.
Scold me ungrateful... that many people don' even has chance to study abroad. Many don't even has opportunity to be educated. And me, stand here complaining about my life in overseas.
Yesterday, saw a classmate's photo on facebook, what a warm Christmas she had in UK with a British family.
Today, another friend landed safely at Perth, West Australia, saw his photo with a Australian family, Christmas dinner with a kind looking family who happened to be strangers.
My heart... from sour, to bitter... into sorrow... then misery. I burst into tears. I'm glad they enjoy their Christmas. It's just my "eager to win" attitude and my ego... Why I cant get something that is possible for people to have? For that I regret, At this moment, everything seems so unfair to me. I can't accept this! Kinda blame everything! Kinda fed up and Im in a mess now.
But this is not ME if I'll just regret everything and give up my life. I will make this as motivation. I will fight for what I want!!! WATCH ME... and YOU'LL SEE!!! I DAY I WILL. I DEFINITELY WILL GET ANYTHING I WANT!
20 December, 2011
自信 尊严
电话， 打了一次没人接，就不要再打第二次
短信， 发了两次没有回，就不要再发第三次
没有这么卑微的等待
如果你重要， 迟早会回来的
没必要为不懂得珍惜的人犯贱自己
如果一个人开始敷衍你
请你离开
保持一份自信， 保持一份尊严
宁可高傲到发霉， 也不要死缠到发疯
短信， 发了两次没有回，就不要再发第三次
没有这么卑微的等待
如果你重要， 迟早会回来的
没必要为不懂得珍惜的人犯贱自己
如果一个人开始敷衍你
请你离开
保持一份自信， 保持一份尊严
宁可高傲到发霉， 也不要死缠到发疯
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