23 October, 2010

Work and Travel

Get known about work and travel stuff from Thin Chew. Really interested for de programme. But, I know there might be some problem to convince them. It needs effort to gain their trust and permission. Develop new skills, explore to new things, visit new places, know new people. There will be a great experience before I enter labor market after I graduate. I don't believe in length of life. I believe in depth of life. I believe there is something more valuable than rushing work works and earn couple K of $$. Experience that priceless.

In this 20 years, I have make many decision big decision before consult or even get the permission from my parents. Some... they don't even knw till this moment. It's not the thing I am very proud of... but it won't make me regret either.

So... just wish I can make it. My American Dream.

I believe I can settle down this too. I will be the woman who in charge of my life.

22 October, 2010

bUrN tHe BrIdGe


When we are leaving and even we know that everything we left behind i no longer our business but we still do our best, we actually earned people' respect. We will be missed and there is always a way back, because we don't burn our bridge.

2 types


There are two types of people.

The 1st type are those who make decision and of course, when something goes wrong, they will take the blame.

The 2nd type are those who sit, see, and wait until someone make a decision when it seems so hard to decide what should be done. So that when thing goes wrong, they won't feel hesitate or even feel guilty to confront the decision maker.

I used to be the 1st type of people.
Everytime I recall it,
Maybe it didn't end up perfectly,
Maybe I left regrets behind.
But it makes me feel good inside to take that risk and learn from mistake.

I used to be the 2nd type of people.
Everytime I recall it,
I feel desperately ashamed of myself.
It makes me feel terribly awful.
It leaves me with a deep guilt.

And now,
at middle of the night, in middle of nowhere,
A perfect time to recall the memories,

How have I learnt, how have I failed,
What have I achieved, What have I missed,
Why did I being appreciate, Why did I being confront.

Some make me close my eyes smiling
The others stay like a very deep scar

What the hell,
I still feel grateful because I realize these before it's too late,
I still thankful for knowing what should I do to cut down the bad memory that possibly happen,
when I recall again in night like this somewhen in the future.

Steffi Caroline
22 October 2010
03:31 AM

12 October, 2010

Ever Green


Ok, Im doing a business plan on recycling industry. We are expected to come out with atleast 2 competitors to do positioning and analyzing. I asked my group member to search it online. She told me "Stef, I got it" "What's de name?" She said"Ever green" I asked "and what company is that?" She said"chemical company"


I like WTH? Does it supposed to be Never Green ???

baby die


There are only plenty of students remain this semester in our final year so we get used to share and discuss about our final project with other group and help to point out each others' mistake. I asked my friend who doing child care centre"Do you have any legal protection for your company concerning who will be responsible in the case if there is baby die in your care centre?"

He looked at me inncently "Why the baby has to die?"

(do I too sarcastic or abit realistic? =_=)

10 October, 2010

bad things


1st time you heard a joke, it sounds funny. Few times hearing it, it might sounds lame.
1st time you read a story, it seems touching. Few times reading it, it doesn't make any sense.
Appreciate bad things when they happen. If only good things keep happening to you, you won't know how to cherish them when they come.

女人


女人 张得漂亮是优势 活得漂亮是本事

06 October, 2010

ironic


There is only slighlty difference between batman and bad man. Yet, one becomes hero while another becomes asshole.

Bottom


When things turn so wrong and you feel it's de worst time in your life, atleast you know that things couldn't possibly getting any worse. You have dropped to the bottom, and if you are still alive, you have no way to go but UP! That is how you grow strong.

03 October, 2010


说了又不听
听了又不懂
懂了又不做
做了又做错
错了又不认
认了又不改
改了又不服
不服也不说
那我怎么办




@endure@


Sometimes, people will just feel better when they put the blames on others when incident happens, especially when they are having bad time. So if they happened to be people you care and you can still endure with that, let them! It's not always about who right or who wrong.