Since I was an adult and know things,
I found many reasons not to believe in something called "unconditional love"
I believe everything happened for a reason
I believe everything happened because of a reason, or condition, or circumstancess
Even for typical example that people often used to confront me, such as the love of you parents is unconditional, I found it bullshit
They love you with a reason, too.
They love you under 1 condition.
You must be their own child.
Their love won't be the same if you happened to be other people's child.
But then, I grew up
But then, I met this man.
But then I couldn't help my self to be dragged down.
You never know you are capable to be hurt so much by someone but still care for him.
You never know you could bear with someone's attitude to this extent.
You never know you can miss someone so much after what he hurt you with his words and actions.
You never know you can love someone since has nothing, until he has everything, from the day he enter your life, till the day he left.
Dissapear from you eye, dissapear for your room, dissapear from the planet... again!
Perhaps, this is what people called unditiomal love.
Or perhaps, this is only a mind of a young lady who couldn't be reconciled that she can not conquer this man.
I found many reasons not to believe in something called "unconditional love"
I believe everything happened for a reason
I believe everything happened because of a reason, or condition, or circumstancess
Even for typical example that people often used to confront me, such as the love of you parents is unconditional, I found it bullshit
They love you with a reason, too.
They love you under 1 condition.
You must be their own child.
Their love won't be the same if you happened to be other people's child.
But then, I grew up
But then, I met this man.
But then I couldn't help my self to be dragged down.
You never know you are capable to be hurt so much by someone but still care for him.
You never know you could bear with someone's attitude to this extent.
You never know you can miss someone so much after what he hurt you with his words and actions.
You never know you can love someone since has nothing, until he has everything, from the day he enter your life, till the day he left.
Dissapear from you eye, dissapear for your room, dissapear from the planet... again!
Perhaps, this is what people called unditiomal love.
Or perhaps, this is only a mind of a young lady who couldn't be reconciled that she can not conquer this man.
