03 May, 2010

here I am... again

Here I am... again.

Sit alone in my room, in front of my computer.
Yesterday was officially the end of my semester break. Later on I m going to enroll for the next semester. Then almost 1 more year to go befre I get my degree. To fficially step out to the society.

I am exhausted for the new life. I am bored f my current life. I want to be in fancy Italian restaurant enjoying jazz and wine on Saturday nite. I want to go for art gallery or Orcestra concert at the weekend. Not what I should do now... maybe there is a time for everything. This is not what I can afford by my own now.

But now I am here... alive. That is the best gift and I can work on it. I still have a lot of time to realized these dreams. Maybe one day... someday in the future... when all this dreams become part of my life... a routine... and not just a dream, I will laughing at my self, try to figure out hw simple I am few years back... how easy I can be satisfied. Life isn't dat easy and simple out there.

Rather than just sit and wonder, I must do something. Enrich my self to make my dreams come true. I believe I will have an extraordinary life. It will be fabulous. It will be gorgeous, It will be legendary ^_~