can not tell people
can not write in diary
can not post on face book
can not opens up to close friend
now i realize; there is such thing as swallow the pain and smile
I don't one people to know that I, am actually have negative emotion
I don't want people to find in my diary that I, am actually weak
I don't want people on social network to know that I, will also up set
I don't want people who close to me know that I am not as tough as they think
BUT I AM REALLY UPSET
BUT I AM FRUSTRATE
BUT I AM WORRIED
BUT I AM STARTING TO LOSE MY FAITH
I FEEL MY SELF EMPTY
why?
