feel wanna learn latin
even this language almost extinct
even it is lesser and lesser being used by now
just feel wanna learn latin
invictus means "unconquered" in latin.
I AM THE MASTER OF MY FATE
I AM THE CAPTAIN OF MY SOUL
(this is part of the poem. I saw it as essense of the poem, and it did impress me)
But i don't believe there is something or someone which unconquered. I just don't feel like to believe. I believe that there must be someway or something or someone to conquered that thing or that person. There must be...and i'll find out.
I hate my natural;
natural to challange
natural to conquer
and the natural that "this natural" will grow even stronger and stronger when i find out there is something or someone that i couldn't conquer... i will suffer by even think about it
and this obsession had drown me too far until i can't even control myself to do anyting to conquer that something or someone...
but it has been too much that i have sacrificed. Does my obsession drag me too far inside? For this obsession; i have lost lots of respect, i have lost lots of dignity, i have broke lots of my rules, i have broke lots of principles. Should i keep moving forward... losing more and more? just to satisfy my ego? and after all i have sacrificed, will i succeed?
the worse someone treat me, the bigger my desire to make them like me, make them love me, alot... and i will try my best to work on it, alot...
why couldn't i just let go and accept that you can't expect everything will happen as you wish? why couldn't you just accept that nobody is perfect? why couldn't you just accept that it will be too tired if you try to conquer everything, to conquer everyone?
