It's 6.08pm
Gathering nite is 6.30pm
and I, still strungling whether i'm going or not.
I love to meet new members
I love to see them pledge
I love to be their facilitator
I love to play games with them
I love to teach them morale dance
but... I love my face
Seeing Arthur (past immediate president) move on after he graduated, come to another stage of his life as officer,
and I am still stuck here as student. After end of the term, i am an ordinary student.
Ok, i should make up my mind. Enter the court with a neutral heart, try to do the best as I can, even to contribute as an advisor, as a member, as a facilitator.
Show mutual respoect to everyone... you can handle this barriers (girl, you don't afraid when you walk inside the shit pool, you don't afraid when you are trew with unpleasant comments, you don't afraid when you ate worms, why should you shaking like hell thinking about your "face", you DUMB)
Here i go, i am going to change my shirt, im going to prepared, im going to help and im going to enjoy the night... i am no longer vice president, ordinary girl.... SO WHAT?
