Finally, there is something "good" that i found about myself (if can be conseidered as good)
I can walk around then see something, then come out with an article.. (oh my God)
I can just sit in my room, have a cup of coffee then think about something, then type a story
I can even sleep and think and jump out from bed to write down key word so i can develop another story the next day(off computer d, lazy to on, hekhek)
Even when sending formal email, doing report, i can type up to 5 pages (what the hell, this is too much)
Is this indicate that i might be future writter? nonono
I want to be entrepreneour. I want to be a business woman.
Wait... ok also wat? who says a business woman can not write book, who says entrepreneour can not write column?
Sometimes so confused, There was a state of my life, when my dream is so simple. Write a column in leading magazine. This kind of life is so unrestrained. write about people, write about life. I don't like trouble. With this kind of self employ job, maybe i will be happy.
But another half of myself strungling for more challenging job... due to my high ego and my ambition. I want to climb the ladder, as high as i can. I don't want to waste every single chance.
How if the time i take to become a well known writer can actually make me a top business woman? Does it worth? Of course this is a state of mind, it's based on individual perception.
So, for now, i will still write whatever i see... and see whatever i like
