Me and my sister prefer the new house because we were left all alone without interuption by parents. But 1 thing annoyed me so much everytime i back to Indo is everyday i will get morning call from my mom or dad or both, rushing us to go back to eat. Even they realize that we are young adult alrd... and know how to come back by ourselves whenever we hungry. Maybe it's my problem for leaving home since i was 12, im nit comfortable not being leave alone, when i think back, maybe they want to see me more ofter... since i only go back few times in a year... even if i also lock myself in the room at our old house, i kow that they just feel "safe", having me around home... even withpout any interaction... so just stay at the old house let them look at me if they want.
ops, 1 more problem, my dad still like to buy me cake (same cake as he bought me everytime when i was in primary school), he don't know and i find hard to tell him that i m not fancy with that kind of cake anymore. But how does anyone expect me to tell him now i prefer secret recipe than the cake he bought me? But i appreciate it, can't blame him cos his memory about my favorite food is just till my primary school... before he sent me out (i request to be sent out) to boarding school to study abroad. So whenever see him bought the cake and knew that he buy for me, i eat it... i don't want to dissapoint him, and i end up as fat girl every beginning of semester after sem break. That's why dis time i came back 1 month in advance... but can't lie... evenn it has been yeas for me to travel, the "home sick" symptom still there... the matter is just now i can convince myself and adapt faster and faster to the changes, like me now... being at my apartment alrd, i enjoy being independent ^_^
