When i find out that i am weak in certain thing, i will do something.
When i am having fun with friends and they sing cantonese song in the car... together... their favorite songs because those song accompany them through their high school, and after we dismiss, they find nithing is wrong. The day just end. But not for me. It's a new beginning for me... I fully use every minute of my free time to search the name of singer online... track her song, lyric, write down the pronounciation in alphabeth style by repeating press play and pause. it takes me whole weeks to practise those few songs. And after a while, i suddenly sing in the car... and they are shock. I can't bear being loose... try me and you will know what i will do and what i can do.
There is also a time... lot of time, a situation that expect me to be compared with others... If he or she is too good and i realize that i can do nothing to be better than them, then i'll make their weaknesses being seen. I call it flexibility. If you can't change others, change your self, You you can't change your self, change what people; opinion about "other"
There is lots more "when i", a truth within me, which are typical reaction on most of people, only they don't realize or feel shy to write down... and i , will only share this with myself.
