they said i am experience as facilitator.
they said i am capable enough to lead a group of strangers.
they said i am excellent student.
they said i am special.
they said i have alot of positive value inside me.
they said... i can.
But why every time before an event i will still feel nervous?
why i couldn't just sleep well before a camp?
why will i worry that i will do mistake?
But then i still took the job when i was informed. Because i don't want to dissapoint my self. Because i don't want to dissapoint people who trust me. Because i want to try and i will keep trying until i manage to over come these fears and worries. Because i know that i will be better if
i am not give up and stop trying. I must motivate my self. keep motivating. i have to face my fear, i have to face my weakness. Because i want to be success.
Dr Sia, our University's vice president always motivate us and believe in us that we are able to change people life by our deed, by our speech. Before i can change their life... before i can motivate them, I am the person who i need to convince myself 1st. I hope 1 day, i am able to change people's life, changes their self value, change their perception, and make them better being. I hope 1 day i can be as good as her.
