07 December, 2009

dream vs reality

This is my blog, and i have every single right to decide what to write and what not... regardless how real or how fake it is. Again... because this is my blog.


And this blog is private. That's why i never revealed this address to anyone. So that i can express what i am thinking without any interuption.

i can say i want to be a rich and succesful person here, i can also say i want to be the 1st lady of the country, to be a woman that has LOTS of power.

But when i think further, only served as VP in a estimated"time period" only, it drove me almost crazy. Even the best VP award is changed with my blood and tears.

What if i really become 1 of the person i wish i become? Can i mentally and physically afford the pressure? the trhreats, the barriers... with unknown time period? I think the right thing to do now is to prepare my self... inside and outside... mentally and physically.